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Raised in Carolina.. She says: I'm not like that! Trying to remind her when we go back. I said the right things, but act the wrong way. I like it right here, but I cannot stay. I watch the TV, forget what I'm told. Well, I am too young and they are too old. Oh man, can't you see I'm nervous, so please, pretend to be nice, so I can be mean. I missed the last bus, we take the next train. I try, but you see it's hard to explain ~